From 
		
		Westminster Theological Journal
		LVII (1995) 1-31.  I have formatted text taken from
		
		Covenant Media Foundation’s 
		website.  
		
		
		Dr. Bahnsen's 1978 Ph.D. dissertation (written at the 
		University of Southern California), of which this paper is a “synopsis” 
		(see note 54), was entitled, “A Conditional Resolution of the Apparent 
		Paradox of Self-Deception” (available 
		in several formats since March 3, 2011). 
		
		
		“. . . the non-Christian is self-deceived about God—that the one who 
		does not believe in God actually does believe in God.  The cogency of 
		presuppositionalism is tied up with the intelligibility of this notion 
		of self-deception. . . .
		
		
		“While the self-deceiver is aware of the truth of p or sees it as 
		evidenced . . . and while his belief that p is indicated by his behavior 
		. . . he will not give assent to p but induces in himself—by controlling 
		attention to the relevant evidence—an incompatible (and false) belief 
		that S does not believe p. Accordingly, the self-deceiver is not aware 
		that he holds incompatible beliefs; after all, he does not believe that 
		he believes that p, but believes of himself that he does not believe p, 
		thus avowing mistakenly and only that he does not believe p. . . 
		. Thus the self-deceiver is not personally aware that his professed and 
		cherished belief about himself (that he does not believe that p) is 
		false.  He is not simply a liar. . . .
		
		
		“The analysis of self-deception offered here not only is adequate to 
		account for mundane and well-known cases of self-deception, but more 
		importantly, it is adequate to explain Paul’s description in Romans 1 of 
		men who know (believe) that God exists and yet suppress that belief 
		unrighteously.”
		 
		
		
		Anthony Flood
		
		
		September 1, 2009
         
        
		
		The Crucial Concept of Self-Deception in Presuppositional Apologetics
		
		
		
		Greg Bahnsen
		 
		
		
		That self-deception which is practiced by all unregenerate men according 
		to the Apostle Paul’s incisive description in Romans 1:18ff is at once 
		reli-giously momentous and yet philosophically enig-matic.  It is also 
		one of the focal points in con-tinuing criticism of Cornelius Van Til’s 
		apologetic1 and, as such, invites analysis with a view to 
		supplementing and strengthening the saintly professor’s remarkable 
		contribution to the history of apologetics.2
		
		
		Paul asserts that all men know God so inescapably and clearly from 
		natural revelation that they are left with no defense for their 
		unfaithful response to the truth about Him.  In verses 19-20, Paul says 
		“what can be known about God is plain within them because God made it 
		plain to them. . . being clearly perceived from the created world, being 
		intellectually apprehended from the things that have been made. . . so 
		that they are without excuse.”  Nevertheless, even as they are 
		categorically depicted as “knowing God” (v. 21), all men are portrayed 
		in their unright-eousness as “holding down the truth” (v. 18). They are 
		suppressing what God has already successfully shown them about Himself. 
		 As a result of hiding the truth from themselves, unbelievers neither 
		glorify nor thank God, but instead become futile in their reasoning, 
		undiscerning in their darkened hearts, and foolish in the midst of their 
		professions of wisdom (vv. 21-22).  According to God’s word through 
		Paul, then, unbelievers suppress what they very well know, confirming 
		what Jeremiah the prophet so aptly declared, “The heart is deceitful 
		above all things” (17:9).
		
		
		The apologetical importance of such self-deception should be quite 
		evident.  Throughout the history of apologetics we find that Romans 1 
		has been of guiding interest to Biblically oriented apologists, and 
		indeed the self-deceptive charac-ter of man as presented there has 
		itself been stressed periodically by scholars of Reformed persuasion. 
		 However, no apologist has drawn more consistent attention to this 
		characteristic of the natural man or made it more pivotal for his system 
		of defending the Christian faith than has Dr. Van Til.  It is an 
		indispensable concept in his epistemology, as one will see in 
		systematically studying Van Til’s writings or analyzing his 
		apolo-getical perspective.  The point is not simply that references to 
		the unbeliever’s self-deception, as taught in Romans 1, are conspicuous 
		and common in Van Til’s books, but that this notion functions in such a 
		crucial manner in his argumentation that without it presuppositional 
		apologetics could be neither intellectually cogent nor personally 
		appropriate as a method of defending the faith.  A short rehearsal of a 
		few basic points in Van Til’s apologetic shows why this is so. 
		
		
		
		In A Survey of Christian Epistemology Van Til claims that “there 
		can be no more fundamental question in epistemology than the question 
		whether or not facts can be known without reference to God . . . and so 
		whether or not God exists.”3  That is, a metaphysical issue 
		is the most fundamental question in epistemology.  Van Til’s 
		apologetical argument for the metaphysical conclusion that God exists, 
		however, is in turn epistemological in character.  The Christian defends 
		the faith “by claiming . . . he can explain . . . the amenability of 
		fact to logic and the necessity and usefulness of rationality itself in 
		terms of Scripture.”4  He could thus write: “it appears how 
		intimately one’s theory of being and one’s theory of method are 
		interrelated.”5  This mutual dependence of metaphysics and 
		epistemology has always been characteristic of Van Til’s apologetical 
		position.6
		
		
		So then, far from being a species of “fideism,” as it is so often 
		misconstrued by writers like Mont-gomery, Geisler or Sproul,7 
		Van Til’s approach to the question of God’s existence offers, I believe, 
		the strongest form of proof and rational demon-stration—namely, a 
		“transcendental” form of argument.  He writes, “Now the only argument 
		for an absolute God that holds water is a tran-scendental argument . . . 
		which seeks to discover what sort of foundations the house of human 
		knowledge must have, in order to be what it is.”8 To put it 
		briefly, using Van Til’s words, “we reason from the impossibility of the 
		contrary.”9 
		
		
		In The Defense of the Faith, Van Til explains that this is an 
		indirect method of proof, whereby the believer and the unbeliever 
		together think through the implications of each other’s most basic 
		assumptions so that the Christian may show the non-Christian how the 
		intelligibility of his experi-ence, the meaningfulness of logic, and the 
		possi-bility of science, proof or interpretation can be maintained only 
		on the basis of the Christian worldview (i.e., on the basis of Christian 
		theism taken as a unit, rather than piecemeal). 
		
		
		The method of reasoning by presup-position may be said to be indirect 
		rather than direct.  The issue between believers and non-believers in 
		Chris-tian theism cannot be settled by a direct appeal to “facts” or 
		“laws” whose nature and significance is already agreed upon by both 
		parties to the debate.  The question is rather as to what is the final 
		reference-point required to make the “facts” and “laws” intelligible . . 
		. . The Christian apologist must place himself upon the position of his 
		opponent, assuming the correctness of his method merely for argument’s 
		sake, in order to show him that on such a position the “facts” are not 
		facts and the “laws” are not laws.  He must also ask the non-Christian 
		to place himself upon the Christian position for argument’s sake in 
		order that he may be shown that only upon such a basis do “facts” and 
		“laws” appear intelligible . . . . The method of presupposition 
		re-quires the presentation of Christian theism as a unit.10
		
		
		
		Taking Christian theism “as the presupposition which alone makes the 
		acquisition of knowledge in any field intelligible,” the apologist must 
		conduct a critical analysis of the unbeliever’s epistemological method 
		“with the purpose of showing that its most consistent application not 
		merely leads away from Christian theism, but in leading away from 
		Christian theism, leads to the destruction of reason and science as 
		well.”11  This point, which Van Til drives home persistently 
		throughout his large corpus of publications, is expressed with these 
		words in A Christian Theory of Knowledge: “Christianity can be 
		shown to be, not ‘just as good as’ or even ‘better than’ the 
		non-Christian position, but the only position that does not make 
		nonsense of human experience.”12  Because the unbeliever’s 
		commitment to random eventuation in history (i.e., a metaphysic of 
		“chance”) renders proof impossible, predication unintelligible, and a 
		rational/irrational dialectic unavoidable, Van Til claims repeatedly in 
		his writings that the truth of Christianity is epistemologically 
		indispensable.13 
		
		
		It is in this sense, then, that the pre-suppositional argument for the 
		existence of God and the truth of the Bible is “from the impossibility 
		of the contrary.”
		
		
		The argument for the existence of God and for the truth of Christianity 
		is objectively valid . . . . The argument is absolutely sound. 
		 Christianity is the only reasonable position to hold.  It is not merely 
		as reasonable as other positions, or a bit more reasonable than other 
		positions; it alone is the natural and reasonable position for man to 
		take.14
		
		
		“Christianity is proved as being the very foundation of the idea of 
		proof itself.”15  Admittedly those are rather strong claims, 
		and as I see it, they constitute the most rigorous apologetical program 
		of intellectual defense being advanced in our time. It is, moreover, 
		just in the all-or-nothing epistemo-logical boldness of 
		presuppositionalism that Van Til finds the distinctiveness of Reformed 
		apologetics—what he calls “the basic difference” between it and other 
		types of defense. 
		
		
		The Romanist-evangelical type of apologetics assumes that man can first 
		know much about himself in the universe and afterward ask whether God 
		exists and Christianity is true.  The Reformed apologist assumes that 
		nothing can be known by man about himself or the universe unless God 
		exists and Christianity is true.16
		
		
		Ironically, those who are uneasy with the pre-suppositional approach to 
		apologetics include not only those who think that it, being fideistic, 
		does not prove enough, but also those who (reading the claims that we 
		have just cited) say that it proves far too much!  The charge is made, 
		you see, that presuppositionalism implies that unbelievers can know 
		nothing at all and can make no contribution to science and scholarship 
		since belief in God is epistemologically indispensable according to the 
		presuppositionalist.  And it is right here, right at this crucial point 
		in the analysis, that the notion of self-deception by the unbeliever 
		enters the picture.
		
		
		Van Til always taught that “the absolute con-trast between the Christian 
		and the non-Christian in the field of knowledge is said to be that of 
		principle.”  He draws “the distinction . . . between the regenerated 
		consciousness which in principle sees the truth and the unregenerate 
		consciousness which by its principle cannot see the truth.”17 
		 If unbelievers were totally true to their espoused assumptions, then 
		knowledge would indeed be impossible for them since they deny God. 
		 However the Christian can challenge the non-Christian approach to 
		interpreting human experience “only if he shows the non-Christian that 
		even in his virtual negation of God, he is still really presupposing 
		God.”18  He puts the point succinctly in saying: “Anti-theism 
		presupposes theism.”19  The intel-lectual achievements of the 
		unbeliever, as ex-plained in The Defense of the Faith, are 
		possible only because he is “borrowing, without recognizing it, the 
		Christian ideas of creation and provi-dence.”20  The 
		non-Christian thus “makes positive contributions to science in spite of 
		his princi-ples”21—because he is inconsistent.  Van Til 
		replies directly to the charge that we are now considering with these 
		words: 
		
		
		The first objection that suggests itself may be expressed in the 
		rhetorical question “Do you mean to assert that non-Christians do not 
		discover truth by the methods they employ?”  The reply is that we mean 
		nothing so absurd as that.  The implication of the method here advocated 
		is simply that non-Christians are never able and therefore never do 
		employ their own method consistently . . . . The best and only possible 
		proof for the existence of such a God is that his existence is required 
		for the uniformity of nature and for the coherence of all things in the 
		world . . . . Thus there is absolutely certain proof for the existence 
		of God and the truth of Christian theism.  Even non-Christians 
		presuppose its truth while they verbally reject it.  They need to 
		presuppose the truth of Christian theism in order to account for their 
		own accomplishments.22
		
		
		The sense of deity discussed by Calvin on the basis of Paul’s doctrine 
		in Romans 1 provides Van Til not only with an apologetical point of 
		contact, but also with an account of how those who disclaim any belief 
		in God can know much about most subjects.23 
		
		
		The knowledge of God which every man has as the image of God and as 
		surrounded by God’s clear revelation assures us, then, that all men are 
		in contact with the truth.24  Not even sin in its most 
		devastating expressions can remove this know-ledge, for Van Til says 
		“sin would not be sin except for this ineradicable knowledge of God.”25 
		 It is this knowledge of God, of which Paul speaks in Romans 1, that Van 
		Til identifies as the knowledge which all men have in common, contending 
		that such common knowledge is the guarantee that every man can 
		contribute to the progress of science, and that some measure of unity in 
		that task can exist between believers and unbelievers.26
		
		
		
		Because he is convinced that self-conscious-ness presupposes 
		God-consciousness,27 the pre-suppositionalist can assert 
		then, in the most im-portant sense, “There are no atheists.”28 
		Van Til clearly relies very heavily on Paul in making such a surprising 
		claim. 
		
		
		The apostle Paul speaks of the natural man as actually possessing the 
		knowledge of God (Rom. 1:19-21). The greatness of his sin lies precisely 
		in the fact that “when they knew God, they glorified him not as God.” 
		 No man can escape knowing God.  It is indelibly involved in his 
		awareness of anything whatsoever . . . . We have at once to add Paul’s 
		further instruction to the effect that all men, due to the sin within 
		them, always and in all relationships seek to “suppress” this knowledge 
		of God (Rom. 1:18) . . . . Deep down in his mind every man knows that he 
		is the creature of God and responsible to God.  Every man, at bottom, 
		knows that he is a covenant breaker.  But every man acts and talks as 
		though this were not so.  It is the one point that cannot bear 
		mentioning in his presence.29
		
		
		Van Til speaks of the unbeliever sinning against his “better 
		knowledge”—that “it is of the greatest possible importance” to 
		acknowledge that man knows God in some “original sense.”30
		
		
		Now then, just because knowledge is a category of belief (viz., 
		justified true belief), and because it can reduce unnecessary 
		philosophical complica-tions throughout this discussion, we could just 
		as well speak of the unbeliever’s suppressed belief about God as we 
		could speak of his suppressed knowledge of God.  In fact, Van Til makes 
		his point in just that way also in his writings. 
		
		
		To be sure, all men have faith. Unbelievers have faith as well as 
		believers.  But that is due to the fact that they too are creatures of 
		God. Faith therefore always has content. It is against the content of 
		faith as belief in God that man has become an unbeliever.  As such he 
		tries to suppress the content of his original faith . . . . And thus 
		there is no foundation for man’s knowledge of himself or of the world at 
		all . . . . When this faith turns into unbelief this unbelief cannot 
		succeed in suppres-sing fully the original faith in God. Man as man is 
		inherently and inescapably a believer in God.  Thus he can contribute to 
		true knowledge in the universe.31
		
		
		Our brief rehearsal of presuppositional apolo-getics has brought us step 
		by step to the realization that a crucial component in Van Til’s 
		perspective, one that is necessarily contained in any credible account 
		of its functioning, is the conviction that the non-Christian is 
		self-deceived about God—that the one who does not believe in God 
		actually does believe in God.  The cogency of presuppositionalism is 
		tied up with the intelligibility of this notion of self-deception.  If 
		we do not find our point of contact with the unbeliever in his 
		suppressed knowledge of God and reason with him in such a way as to 
		“distinguish carefully between the natural man’s own conception of 
		himself and the Biblical conception of him”—that is, if we do not 
		proceed on the firm premise that the unbeliever is engaged in 
		self-deception of the most significant religious kind—then, according to 
		Van Til, we “cannot challenge his most basic epistemological assumption” 
		that his reasoning can indeed be autonomous.  And immediately Van Til 
		adds, “on this everything hinges.”32
		
		
		The concept of self-deception is critical to Van Til’s 
		presuppositionalism.  Everything hangs on it, according to him.  If 
		there should be something suspect or muddled about the notion of self-decep-tion 
		here, then the entire presuppositional system of thought is suspect and 
		unacceptable as well.  Its key argumentative thrust relies completely on 
		the truth of the claim that unbelievers are suppressing what they 
		believe about God the Creator.  That is why I stated at the beginning 
		that the self-deception as depicted in Romans 1 is religiously momentous 
		and also why the unbeliever’s self-deception is a pivotal notion—a 
		sine qua non truth—for the presuppositional method of de-fending the 
		faith. 
		
		
		However, as I also wrote at the outset of this essay in reference to 
		Romans 1, the notion of self-deception is philosophically enigmatic.  It 
		is more than just a bit odd, is it not, to say that someone believes 
		what he does not believe!  Indeed, it sounds downright 
		self-contradictory.  At just the crucial point where the 
		presuppositionalist must make reference to clear and compelling 
		considerations in order to give a justifying and credible account of the 
		very heart of this apologetical method, he seems to take an unsure step 
		into philosophical perplexity.  It hardly seems to the critics of 
		presuppositionalism that its account of itself explains the unclear in 
		terms of the clear.  It appears rather to move from the unclear to the 
		even more unclear.  For now the obvious question, if not challenge, will 
		arise: what could it mean for an unbeliever to simultaneously be 
		a believer?  Is the notion of self-deception at all coherent?
		
		
		
		The quite enigmatic character of his conception of the unbeliever as 
		self-deceived is confessed very plainly in Van Til’s writings, where he 
		admits that the problem of the unbeliever’s knowledge “has always been a 
		difficult point . . ., often the one great source of confusion on the 
		question of faith and its relation to reason.”33  Van Til 
		insists that we must do justice to the twin facts that every unbeliever 
		knows God, and yet, that the natural man does not know God.  If we do 
		not stress these two points, following Romanist and Arminian apologists, 
		then we will necessarily allow for a compromising apologetic.34 
		 Van Til was aware of the counter charge that was likely to be made.
		
		
		
		It is ambiguous or meaningless, says the Arminian, to talk about the 
		natural man as knowing God and yet not truly knowing God.  Knowing is 
		knowing.  A man either knows or he does not know.  He may know less or 
		more, but if he does not “truly” know, he knows not at all . . . . In 
		reply to this the Calvinist insists that . . . the natural man does not 
		know God.  But to be thus without knowledge, without living, loving, 
		true knowledge of God, he must be one who knows God in the sense of 
		having the sense of deity (Romans 1).35
		
		
		As we can see, Van Til was appropriately sensitive to the charge of 
		self-contradiction. Accordingly he wanted to draw some kind of 
		distinction which would indicate that he, with Paul, was not taking away 
		with one assertion what he gives in another.  Thus he qualified his 
		statements. “Non-Christians know after a fashion, as Paul tells us in 
		Romans.”36  Elsewhere he writes that “there is a sense in 
		which all men have faith and all men know God.  All contribute to 
		science.”37  Therefore he taught “there are two senses to the 
		word ‘knowledge’ used in Scripture.”38 
		
		
		A common way in which Van Til denominates those two senses, and the 
		difference between them, is by saying that unbelievers know God but “not 
		according to the truth,” or they do not “truly” know him, or they do not 
		have “true knowledge.”39 How is this to be construed? 
		 Unbelievers presuppose (and hence believe) the truth of God and of 
		Christianity “while they verbally reject it.” The non-Christian “acts 
		and talks as though this were not so,” for he cannot bear the mentioning 
		of his knowledge of God.40  Why not?  Van Til says all 
		sinners “have an ax to grind and do not want to keep God in remembrance. 
		 They keep under the knowledge of God that is within them.  That is they 
		try as best they can to keep under this knowledge for fear they should 
		look into the face of their judge.”41  Being troubled in 
		conscience, the unbeliever must make an effort “to hide the facts from 
		himself,” somewhat like a cancer victim who, in distress, keeps the 
		awareness of the truth at a distance from himself.42  Some 
		students of presup-positionalism have made, I think, the hasty error of 
		conceiving of this situation as a simple matter of lying.  The 
		unbeliever, it is thought, knows God, but simply says that he does not 
		know God.  However, Van Til did not take this artificial and simplistic 
		route.  He recognized that the unbeliever’s situation is 
		epistemologically strange and hard to describe accurately (unlike the 
		lying scenario).  On the one hand, Van Til portrayed the unbeliever as 
		holding this knowledge of God “subconsciously.” The non-Christian is 
		said to borrow Christian ideas “without recognizing it.”43 
		 “He knows deep down in his heart” or “deep down in his mind,”44 
		so that the natural man’s knowledge of God is taken as “beneath the 
		threshold of his working conscious-ness.”45  And yet on the 
		other hand Van Til wanted to contend unequivocally for the sinful guilt 
		of men who suppress the knowledge of God. Thus they are also portrayed 
		by him as somehow conscious of what they are doing.  Knowing that it 
		cannot successfully be done, says Van Til, the unbeliever pursues the 
		impossible dream of moral and epistemological autonomy, seeking to 
		suppress what he knows about God.46  Van Til writes, “He 
		knows he is a ‘liar’ all the time,”47 and accordingly his 
		denying of the truth is a self-conscious act. And yet in saying this, 
		Van Til immediately felt the need to place a qualification on his claim. 
		 Notice that the word ‘liar’ in the preceding quotation is placed 
		conspicuously in quotes.  Van Til wants to say it with some measure of 
		reservation.  Elsewhere he explained that the unbeliever’s hostility is 
		not “wholly self-conscious.”48  To his qualitative 
		distinc-tion (knowledge/true knowledge), and to his spatial distinction 
		(knowing/knowing deep down), he now adds a quantitative distinction 
		(wholly self-conscious/partially self-conscious). 
		
		
		Again it must be borne in mind that when we say that fallen man knows 
		God and suppresses that knowledge so that he, as it were, sins self-con-sciously, 
		this too needs qualification. Taken as a generality and in view of the 
		fact that all men were repre-sented in Adam at the beginning of history, 
		we must say that men sin against better knowledge and also 
		self-consciously. But this is not to deny that when men are said to be 
		without God in the world they are ignorant . . . . There is therefore a 
		gradation of those who sin more and those who sin less, 
		self-conscious-ly.49
		
		
		One way or another, however, Van Til teaches that the natural man is 
		“ethically responsible” for his suppressing of the truth.50 
		 He states that “the Scriptures continue to hold man responsible for his 
		blindness,”51 and he calls the result of the unbe-liever’s 
		self-deceptive effort “culpable ignor-ance.”52  The reason 
		for his failure to recognize God as he should “lies exclusively in 
		himself,” says Van Til; it is nothing less than “willful transgres-sion” 
		which accounts for his refusal.53  So again, Van Til has 
		indicated how awkward it is to speak of the unbeliever as self-deceived. 
		 On the one hand, the unregenerate’s knowledge is considered 
		sub-conscious, and he does not recognize his utilizing of it.  And yet 
		on the other hand, the unregenerate is portrayed as actively seeking to 
		suppress it, and in some measure he consciously and willfully works to 
		hide it from himself.  Van Til runs his reader from pole to pole.  On 
		the one hand he does not want to say that the unbeliever is a bare liar, 
		and yet on the other hand he does want to say that the unbeliever is 
		fully culpable, just like any liar would be.
		
		
		Given this short review of Van Til’s discussion of the apologetical 
		situation, we have learned (1) that a recognition of the unbeliever’s 
		self-decep-tion is indispensable to presuppositional apolo-getics, and 
		yet (2) that its recognition is fraught with obscurity.  As long as the 
		notion of self-deception appears uncertain, awkward, or unclear, the 
		cogency of the presuppositional method will remain in the balance.  We 
		must say in conformity to Romans 1 that in some sense the non-Christian 
		knows and does not know God.  In some sense, he believes, but 
		disbelieves in God.  In some sense, he is unconscious of suppressing the 
		truth and still responsibly conscious of doing so.  So then, what might 
		prove especially beneficial would be for us to give some sense to these 
		apparent paradoxes.  If we can do so, the philosophy of presuppositional-ism 
		will be noticeably advanced and more readily presentable to struggling 
		defenders of the faith who need it so desperately.
		 
		
		
		 
		
		
		An Enigmatic Yet Familiar Notion
		
		
		In working toward a solution to the problem of  self-deception, we 
		should pause at the outset to observe that while Paul’s (and Van Til’s) 
		use of that concept may be perplexing, the concept itself has certainly 
		not been unfamiliar.  Portraying men as self-deceived has been a virtual 
		commonplace in Western literature, and thus the apparently paradoxical 
		nature of the concept cannot be thought to be a uniquely religious 
		matter. 
		
		
		Popular, cynical platitudes about man’s procli-vity to self-deception 
		have been published contin-ually by men from Demosthenes to Benjamin 
		Fran-klin, who once quipped, “who has deceived thee so often as 
		thyself?”  The Puritan preacher, Daniel Dyke, wrote a four-hundred page 
		treatise pub-lished in 1617, entitled The Mystery of Selfe-De-ceiving. 
		 A century later, the Anglican apologist, Bishop Butler, included his 
		famous sermon “Upon Self-Deceit” in a published collection of his 
		sermons.  In it he correctly recognized, “A man may be entirely 
		possessed of this unfairness of mind, without having the least 
		speculative notion what the thing is.”55  It has been common 
		to make mention of self-deception, even though it may be uncommonly 
		difficult to explain philosophically just what it is. 
		
		
		Yet even among philosophers the notion has been common stock.  From what 
		was said about it by Plato, Rousseau, Goethe, Schopenhauer, and 
		Nietzsche, one would learn how dubious a view it is that men really want 
		the truth when the truth happens to be uncomfortable for them.  Special 
		attention is given to the concept of self-deception in Hegel’s theory of 
		“unhappy consciousness,” in Kierkegaard’s discussion of “purity of 
		heart,” and Sartre’s view of “bad faith.”  According to Sartre, men 
		evade responsibility for their existential freedom through intentional 
		ignorance of the human reality. 
		
		
		Apart from the obscure works of the philoso-phers, however, 
		self-deception is also one of those human realities on which great works 
		of Western literature have been richly sustained over many years.  One 
		thinks of the classic portrayal of it in Sophocles’ Oedipus Rex 
		or Shakespeare’s The Tragedy of King Lear.  We remember the 
		soliloquy on self-swindling in Dickens’ Great Expectations, 
		Emma’s intrigues with lovers in Flaubert’s Madame Bovary, or 
		Strether’s efforts to remain oblivious to unwanted evidence in Henry 
		James’ The Ambas-sadors.  The tragic condition of self-deception 
		is discussed and depicted in great Russian literature of the past—such 
		as Dostoevsky’s Notes from Underground, Tolstoy’s Anna 
		Karenina, Father Sergius, and The Death of Ivan Ilych. 
		 Indeed, one of the most graphically accurate depictions of 
		self-deception is found in Tolstoy’s War and Peace, when Count 
		Rostov returns home from a business trip to discover that something has 
		happened to his daughter.  We read: 
		
		
		The Count saw clearly that something had gone wrong during his absence; 
		but it was so terrible for him to imagine anything discredible 
		occur-ring in connection with his beloved daughter, and he so prized his 
		own cheerful tranquility, that he avoided asking questions and did his 
		best to persuade himself that there was nothing very much wrong or out 
		of the way . . . . 56
		
		
		The illustrations from literature could be multi-plied many times over. 
		 We could mention O’Neill’s The Iceman Cometh, or Andre Gide’s 
		Pastoral Sym-phony, or Camus’ The Fall, or any number of 
		other entertaining, perplexing accounts.
		
		
		We still would not be fully aware of how com-mon the notion of 
		self-deception has been in human thought until we supplemented the 
		survey with those sociological and psychological ap-proaches to man 
		which have so profoundly affected Western culture in the last century. 
		 One thinks here, of course, of the discussion by Marx of “false 
		consciousness” and collective illusion, caus-ing an entire social class 
		to obscure the motives of its thought from itself.  We recall the 
		sociology of knowledge presented by Karl Mannheim, who pointed to the 
		tenacity of commitment to theore-tical formulations which, although 
		impractical, have been acquired in the cooperative process of group 
		life.  Finally, we cannot overlook Freud’s psychoanalytic study of 
		subconscious maneuvers and defense mechanisms by which men cling to 
		their cherished illusions. 
		
		
		So whether we turn to works in religion, philoso-phy, literature, 
		sociology or psychology, we cannot come to the conclusion that the 
		notion of self-deception is somehow an unfamiliar one.  We have ample 
		evidence that men identify something in their experience as 
		self-deception.  The notion is readily utilized in everyday 
		conversation, not simply in published works of scholars.  The vocabulary 
		of self-deception is recognizable (even by children), mastered by 
		people, and taught to others.  And so, when the son of Mrs. Jones has 
		been caught red-handed stealing lunch money out of students’ desks at 
		school, and Mrs. Jones continues to protest her son’s innocence—despite 
		this being the third time such an incident has taken place, despite her 
		discomfort and red face when the subject of dishonesty comes up in 
		casual conversations, despite the fact that she does not trust her son 
		around her purse any longer—and she continues to explain his innocence 
		with strange explanations (like the school officials have a vendetta 
		against little Johnny, they were framing him, etc.) nobody finds it 
		awkward to say the poor lady “is deceiving herself.”  You see, self-decep-tion 
		is part of our common experience, and famili-arity with it breeds 
		acceptance of it as a genuine reality of life. 
		
		
		 
		
		
		The Apparent Paradox and 
		
		
		Search for a Solution
		
		
		Our ready acceptance of the phenomenon of self-deception, however, has 
		been challenged over the last thirty-five years; philosophical attention 
		has been given to conceptual questions about self-deception which arise 
		in both the theory of knowledge and the philosophy of mind.
		
		
		The analytical-epistemological approach to the subject was somewhat 
		anticipated in Bertrand Russell’s critique of Freud in The Analysis 
		of Mind (1921) and in Gilbert Ryle’s criticism of mind-body dualism 
		in The Concept of Mind (1949).  Russell spoke of desire-motivated 
		beliefs (or wishful thinking), and Ryle pointed out that the practice of 
		self-deception challenges the common dualist assumption that man has 
		some direct introspec-tive knowledge of the workings of his own mind, a 
		knowledge free from illusion and doubt.  However critical, intense and 
		thorough philosophical scru-tiny of the notion of self-deception was 
		inaugu-rated in 1960 by Raphael Demos in his pioneering article entitled 
		“Lying to Oneself.”57  A long series of reactions and 
		counter-proposals has developed in the philosophical journals since that 
		time.  Now inquiry was made into just what self-deception must involve 
		to qualify as such, and into whether it is a feat which can literally be 
		accomplished. Analyses of the notion always seemed headed for some form 
		of paradox. 
		
		
		You see, the natural thing to do is to model self-deception on the 
		well-known activity of other-deception.  Deceiving oneself is thought of 
		as a version of deceiving someone else.  A problem here, of course, is 
		that in other-deception the roles of deceiver and deceived are 
		incompatible; yet in self-deception a person is thought to play both of 
		these incompatible roles himself!  Sartre put the matter plainly in his 
		book Being and Nothingness. 
		
		
		It follows first that the one to whom the lie is told and the one who 
		lies are one in the same person, which means that I must know in my 
		capacity as deceiver the truth which is hidden from me in my capacity as 
		the one deceived.  Better yet I must know the truth exactly in order to 
		conceal it more carefully—and this not at two different moments, which 
		at a pinch would allow us to re-establish the semblance of duality—but 
		in the unitary structure of a single project. How then can the lie 
		subsist if the duality which conditions it is sup-pressed?58
		
		
		
		Let us stop and analyze the situation.  In a case of other-deception, 
		Jones is aware that some proposition is false, but Jones intends to make 
		Smith believe that it is true—and he succeeds.  If we take Smith out of 
		the picture and substitute in Jones, so as to gain “self-deception,” 
		we end up saying “Jones, aware that p is false, intends to make himself 
		believe that p is true, and succeeds in making himself believe that p is 
		true.”59  Such a statement is surely puzzling, for it 
		suggests, “that somebody could try to make, and succeed in making, 
		himself believe something which he, ex hypothesi, at the same 
		time believes not to be true.”60  It would be easy to 
		conclude, then, that self-deception is an incoherent project that cannot 
		be fulfilled.
		
		
		So we are forced to ask whether there actually is such a thing as 
		perpetrating a deception on oneself.  How could it occur in practice? 
		 How could it be described without contradiction?  How can someone, 
		after all, as deceived, believe p, yet as deceiver disbelieve 
		p?  It now appears that self-deception, despite the familiarity of the 
		notion, is about as difficult to do as presiding over one’s own funeral. 
		 When we introduce the element of mendacity (dishonesty, lying) into the 
		picture, the problem is even further complicated.  Here we move from 
		epistemic notions about belief into the philosophy of mind with 
		questions about con-sciousness, purpose, and intention.  There have been 
		“weak models” of self-deception proposed by some philosophers, intending 
		to take the sting out of the paradox by maintaining that an agent does 
		not know what he is up to in self-deception.61  In “strong” 
		self-deception the enterprise is purpose-ful and not so innocent.  And 
		it is this strong version of self-deception which is usually 
		thought necessary for moral culpability in self-deception. This 
		approach, however, only intensifies the philosophical perplexity 
		involved in the notion, for the kind of thought that goes into planning 
		and executing what you are doing in purposefully deceiving someone else, 
		makes doing it to yourself seem impossible.  “Self-deception is not a 
		matter of mere stupidity or carelessness in thinking.  It is a craftily 
		engineered project, and this is why it seems pointless and 
		self-contradictory.”62
		
		
		So then, the analytical-epistemological ap-proach to the literature on 
		self-deception in recent years makes us hesitant to speak of it 
		confidently and clearly.  And the maze of philosophical treatments given 
		to the paradoxical notion only intensifies our confusion.  Herbert 
		Fingarette, in the first full book published on the subject, summarizes 
		the problem nicely:
		
		
		Were a portrait of man to be drawn, one in which there would be 
		high-lighted whatever it is most human, be it noble or ignoble, we 
		should surely place well in the foreground man’s enormous capacity for 
		self-deception.  The task of representing this most intimate, secret 
		gesture would not be much easier were we to turn to what the 
		philosophers have said.  Philoso-phical attempts to elucidate the con-cept 
		of self-deception have ended in paradox—or in loss from sight of the 
		elusive phenomenon itself. . . . We are beset by confusion when once we 
		grant that the person himself is in self-deception.  For as deceiver one 
		is insincere, guilty; whereas as genuine-ly deceived one is an innocent 
		victim. What, then, should we make of the self-deceiver, the one who is 
		both the doer and the sufferer?  Our funda-mental categories are placed 
		squarely at odds with another. . . . ‘The one who lies with sincerity,’ 
		who convinces himself of what he even knows is not so, who lies to 
		himself and to others and believes his own lie though in his heart he 
		knows that it is a lie—the phenomenon is so familiar, the task so easy, 
		that we nod our heads and say, ‘of course.’  Yet when we examine what we 
		have said with respect to our inner coherency, we are tempted to dismiss 
		such a de-scription as nonsense.63
		
		
		At this juncture we can take the route of denying the reality of 
		self-deception or the route of resolving the apparent contradiction 
		involved in the notion.  My procedure will be to take self-deception as 
		a datum, and thus I am committed to saying that at best it is 
		only apparently self-contradictory.  While it is not inconceivable that 
		those many people who have made use of the notion of self-deception over 
		the centuries have been unwittingly contradicting themselves, it is 
		still not very likely.  We resist the conclusion that self-deception is 
		actually impossible because we know that people do not merely play at 
		self-deception.  They engage in it in tragic ways, and very often they 
		later come to realize the fact (for instance, think here of that 
		devastating book by Albert Speers, Inside the Third Reich). 
		 Given Paul’s teaching in Romans 1—not to mention the actual use of the 
		phrase ‘to deceive oneself’ in James 1:26 and 1 John 1:8—the Christian 
		especially will want to resist dismissing self-deception as an 
		incoherent impossibility.  Most people, then, will be more sure that 
		self-deception occurs than they would be of any explanation which 
		renders it only apparent.  So whenever we confront an account of 
		self-deception which makes it appear self-contra-dictory, our assumption 
		should be that the confusion lies not in the notion of self-deception 
		but in the person’s philosophical account of it. Accordingly our work is 
		cut out for us: as elusive as it may be, we are committed to finding an 
		adequate and coherent analysis of self-deception.
		
		
		What will be required of us if we are going to succeed?  The basic 
		requirement for an acceptable analysis of self-deception is simply that 
		it must “save the phenomenon,” while at the same time respecting the law 
		of contradiction.  Thus our account must be descriptively accurate—true 
		to paradigm examples of self-deception.  It is useful here to recall 
		Wittgenstein’s warnings against a reductionistic “craving for 
		generality” which is “contemptuous of the particular case.”  We must 
		admit at the outset that the many and varied uses for the term 
		‘self-deception’ bear a “family resemblance” to each other.64 
		 Doubtless there will be borderline cases, where ambiguous evidence 
		makes it difficult to tell if all of the usual elements of 
		self-deception are present.  There will be extreme cases where some 
		element of self-deception is accentuated out of proportion—even as the 
		colloquial exclamation “That’s insane!” is an exaggeration of the 
		literal and proper use of the concept of insanity.  There will be 
		analogous cases, deficient cases, peculiar cases, and on and on. 
		Nevertheless, there are typical or paradigmatic cases from which we 
		learn to use the expression “self-deception” and apply it to further, 
		diverse cases.  Our use of this vocabulary is not so ad hoc as to 
		preclude the possibility of our picking out genuine cases of 
		self-deception.  So I will aim to give necessary and sufficient 
		conditions for the truth of the assertion, “S deceived himself into 
		believing that p,” as it is taken in the full-fledged and paradigmatic 
		sense. 
		
		
		In order to be descriptively correct, our analysis must not radically 
		depart from ordinary language. Nor must it confuse or merge 
		self-deception with related and similar phenomena in human experience 
		(e.g., ignorance, wishful thinking, change of belief).  Beyond being 
		accurate and exact, our account must also be completely rid of any 
		incoherence, which requires using clearly defined notions in the 
		analysis so that self-contradiction (or its absence) is detectable.  We 
		do not want to explain self-deception, moreover, by appealing to 
		concepts which are even less clear than the one we are attempting to 
		understand—for example, by an ambiguous and misconceived distinction 
		between “psychological knowing” and “epistemological knowing,” which is 
		easily faulted as obscure, if not simply wrong.  Yet on the other hand, 
		we do not want to make the analysis so pat and easy that the perplexing 
		element in self-deception is dismissed altogether, causing us to wonder 
		why it should ever have appeared problematic to begin with (for 
		instance, by drawing a trivial distinction between what someone ought to 
		know and what he actually does know—a strategy which brings 
		self-deception down to the level of any mundane oversight in one’s 
		thinking, such as not knowing your father’s age).65
		
		
		Within the guidelines we have rehearsed here, we need to formulate an 
		adequate analysis of self-deception.  While existentialist treatments 
		(e.g., Sartre, Fingarette) affirm the contradiction found in 
		self-deception as an experienced reality, the analytic tradition has 
		offered various avenues for removing the apparent logical difficulties. 
		 In the philosophical journals, you will notice three basic strategies 
		for resolving the paradox. 
		
		
		The first strategy is to deny that there is a parallel between 
		self-deception and other-deception.  Some maintain that deception is 
		inherently other-regarding, and thus the skeptical conclusion is 
		advanced that there actually is no such thing as self-deception.  What 
		is commonly called “self-deception” needs to be given a more accurate 
		description.66  Others say that words like “deceive,” “know,” 
		or “believe” are used in a non-standard fashion in accounts of 
		self-deception, not having the same intended sense as in descriptions of 
		other-deception.67  Finally, others who deny the 
		other-deception parallel recommend that we “look and see” what 
		conditions actually hold when self-deception locutions are utilized, in 
		which case we will notice that self-deception situations do not involve 
		two incompatible beliefs (as in other-deception), but rather only a 
		particular kind of single belief entertained under peculiar 
		circum-stances.  Thus we speak of “self-deception” when we want to 
		reprimand irresponsible holding of an unwarranted belief,68 
		or self-deceived beliefs are taken as those held in belief-adverse 
		circum-stances,69 or where there is an irrational refusal to 
		look at evidence,70 or where one simply desires to hold the 
		belief,71 or where weak-willed dishonesty permits 
		desire-generated blindness,72 or some emotion has 
		irrationally obscured the contrary evidence.73
		
		
		The second strategy is to accept the other-deception model (the reality 
		of perpetrating a deception upon oneself) and maintain that 
		self-deception is a conflict state of holding incompatible beliefs, but 
		then resolving the paradox of believing contrary things by introducing 
		various kinds of distinctions.  Some distinguish between knowledge and 
		“as-it-were-knowledge,”74 or between full be-lief and 
		“half-belief,”75 contending that the differ-ent senses for 
		this epistemic vocabulary in analys-es of self-deception render the 
		paradox only apparent.  Other philosophers treat self-deception as a 
		literal case of other-deception, positing some kind of duality (e.g., 
		levels of consciousness, split personality) within the self-deceived 
		person himself.76  Another approach is to draw a temporal 
		distinction between S-the-deceiver and (later) S-the-deceived.77 
		 Finally, many writers have at-tempted to give a coherent account of 
		self-deception as a conflict state of incompatible beliefs by drawing 
		some kind of distinction regarding consciousness—for instance, 
		distinguishing two levels of awareness,78 or between general 
		and explicit consciousness,79 or between general aw-areness 
		and detailed awareness,80 or between conscious purpose and 
		unreflective purpose,81 or between conscious and unconscious 
		knowledge,82 or between strong and weak consciousness.83
		
		
		The third strategy proposes to utilize an altogether different model for 
		self-deception which avoids appeal to such epistemic terms as 
		“knowledge” or “belief,” using instead a volition-action model wherein 
		one fails to “spell-out” for himself his engagements in the world.  In 
		this way it is thought we can preserve the purposiveness and culpability 
		essential to any adequate account of the phenomenon, yet avoiding the 
		paradoxes which have proved inherent in the epistemic accounts of 
		self-deception.84
		
		
		My evaluation is that none of these three major strategies for resolving 
		the apparent paradox will pass the tests of adequacy prescribed above. 
		 In some cases we find necessary, but not sufficient, conditions for 
		self-deception set forth (e.g., adverse evidence, the influence of 
		desire on human belief).  In other cases necessary condi-tions are 
		dismissed altogether (e.g., belief, incom-patible beliefs).  Some 
		proposals merely state all over again the need for a resolution to the 
		problem (e.g., those using new senses for the epistemic vocabulary), or 
		else they reintroduce the paradox at a different point (e.g., having a 
		policy of not spelling-out an engagement in the world).  Some 
		suggestions end up reducing self-deception to something else (e.g., 
		reducing it to a change of belief, ignorance, cognitive error, or 
		pretending) and thereby render the notion dispensable. Another group of 
		attempted solutions rely on notions which are even more obscure or 
		problematic than self-deception itself (e.g., diverse kinds of 
		consciousness), escaping the appearance of paradox at the price of 
		equivocating on just what the self-believer believes he is aware of. 
		 Other analyses confuse or merge self-deception with one of many related 
		states or actions (e.g., with wishful thinking, delusion, simple trust, 
		vacillation of opinion, obstinacy, or motivated belief).  Virtually all 
		of the authors who have written on the subject have contributed some 
		helpful insights into the difficult issue of self-deception, and I will 
		draw from many of them in my own proposed resolution to the apparent 
		paradox. However, I am not convinced that these writers have been fully 
		true to the phenomenon or have escaped paradox. 
		
		
		 
		
		
		Belief and Its Characteristics
		
		
		There is something of a cognitive mess at the core of our lives.  We are 
		inconsistent in our choices, incoherent in our convictions, persuaded 
		where we ought not to be, and deluded that we know ourselves 
		transparently.  The concept of belief shows up in all of these kinds of 
		personal failures, and it should seem obvious that it does as well in 
		the kind of cognitive error we call “deception.”  Deceived people have 
		been misled, deluded, beguiled or somehow mistaken in what they think 
		and expect to be the case; they engage in false believing.  There are 
		few (if any) plausible grounds for disputing the claim that 
		self-deception involves holding one or more false beliefs. Ordinarily in 
		everyday thinking we construe self-deception in terms of belief (of some 
		variety, under some circumstance, etc.).
		
		
		Fingarette, however, proposes as an alterna-tive analysis a volitional 
		account of self-deception which, stressing the element of intentional 
		ignor-ance, takes it to be a kind of action rather than a kind of 
		belief.  Consciousness is an active and vocal power (rather than, as 
		traditionally thought, pas-sive and visual), and a person becomes 
		explicitly conscious of something through an intentional act of 
		“spelling out his engagements in the world.” Sometimes, though, there 
		are overriding reasons for a person to avoid spelling out these engage-ments, 
		as when doing so would be destructive of his self-conception or the 
		personal identity he has achieved.  Lest the effort to avoid spelling 
		out the engagement itself reveal the engagement, one must avoid spelling 
		out that effort as well.  Self-deception thus involves adopting an 
		avoidance policy whereby one purposefully chooses to stay ignorant of 
		some engagement in the world.
		
		
		This is an inadequate alternative to belief-analyses of self-deception, 
		in the first place, because the troublesome concept of self-deception is 
		explained at the price of even greater obscurity (the unfamiliar 
		metaphor of “spelling out an en-gagement in the world”).  Secondly, the 
		volition-action family of terms (which Fingarette prefers for explaining 
		self-deception) is itself heavily laden with notions involving cognitive 
		or epistemic terms like “belief,” “knowledge,” “perception,” etc.  A 
		further difficulty is that Fingarette’s analysis overlooks completely 
		those cases of self-deception which involve an artificial and misleading 
		overdo-ing of spelling out one’s engagements in the world with an 
		inappropriate emotional detach-ment—the very opposite of Fingarette’s 
		avoidance policy. Finally, Fingarette’s alternative account does not rid 
		the notion of self-deception of paradox, but simply restates the paradox 
		in new terms.  The effort to avoid spelling out one’s (preceding) effort 
		to avoid spelling out a distressful engagement in the world makes one 
		conscious of making oneself unconscious.
		
		
		Others use the word “deceive” in a way which does not seem to make 
		believing false propositions essential to the act.  Freudian 
		psychologists speak of the self-deceived person as being in the grip of 
		unconscious motivations (without mention of cognitive processes). 
		 Kierkegaard spoke of a person’s failure to be true to himself and 
		ethically consistent as self-deception.  However, Freudian and 
		existentialist uses of “deception” are either figurative language or 
		implicitly employ the cogni-tive sense of believing.  If we are unable 
		to cash in talk of unconscious motives and true selves into descriptions 
		of ourselves which can be believed, it makes little sense to say we are 
		“being false” to ourselves or “living a lie.”  Even when we say the 
		husband who is unfaithful to a knowing wife (they do not speak to each 
		other of his indiscretions) has “deceived” her, we mean he has violated 
		her expectations, in which case the cognitive sense of “deceive” is 
		again waiting in the wings.
		
		
		There is simply no good reason to omit refer-ence to belief in a proper 
		analysis of self-decep-tion.  More particularly, what is essential in 
		self-de- ception is that people hold a false belief—not simply an 
		unwarranted belief (e.g., the patient who chooses to disbelieve his 
		doctor’s report of cancer, only to turn out right in his wishful 
		thinking), and not simply the absence of expected belief (e.g., the 
		cuckold who literally thinks nothing about his wife’s infidelity, 
		although the neighborhood is loud with rumors and she has too many shady 
		late-night excuses).  Even where people deceive them-selves about their 
		attitudes, hopes, emotions, etc. (e.g., false security, false pride), 
		the objects of self-deception themselves have a cognitive core. The 
		parent who is inappropriately proud of his child’s report card 
		experiences a certain emotion only by believing something about the 
		marks on the card.  About the colleague who shows false sorrow over a 
		fellow worker’s firing we say, “He may think that he is sorry, but he 
		knows quite well he is delighted over this turn of events.” 
		
		
		
		I would maintain, then, that self-deception, as a form of deception, 
		involves believing false proposi-tions.  Further, the mistaken believing 
		which is involved is fully genuine believing.  We do not here speak of 
		“belief” in some odd, defective, or “twi-light” sense.  The 
		self-deceiver is not merely feigning ignorance or being an obvious 
		hypocrite. He is concerned with the truth and makes efforts, albeit 
		strained, to sustain his false belief as rational.  He is aware of the 
		weight and relevance of the evidence contrary to his belief, so he 
		distorts the evidence through pseudo-rational treatment of it.  He is 
		not simply pretending.  Although his twisting of the evidence shows that 
		he is trying to convince himself of something unlikely, he still behaves 
		in ways which rely upon the truth of what he says about his (false) 
		belief.  He must say that he really believes the false proposition, or 
		else he would not be “deceived” after all.  This is not simply 
		half-belief or near-belief, for that proposal would reduce 
		self-deception to mere vacillation, lack of confidence, or insincerity. 
		 There is no lack of evidence for the self-deceiver’s full-fledged 
		believing; it is just that we have too many beliefs of his for which 
		there is adequate evidence—beliefs which are incompatible.  Moreover, 
		the self-decei-ver’s false belief is not simply performatory in 
		character (an avowal which initiates a commitment about which he will 
		not follow through), for that would reduce self-deception to personal 
		deter-mination, striving, hoping contrary to fact, or wishful thinking.
		
		
		We must turn attention, then, to the concept of belief if we would hope 
		to analyze self-deception adequately.  This is a safe and promising move 
		because the concept of belief is familiar to everyone (despite notorious 
		philosophical questions which can nettle one’s understanding of it).  Of 
		course “belief” could be defined in such a way as to preclude the 
		possibility of self-deception, but philosophers who have done so have 
		paid the price of implausibility.  In the history of epistemology belief 
		is sometimes artificially restricted to an ideal philosophical notion 
		where people never believe contradictory propositions—which might better 
		be termed “rational belief.”85 This will hardly do as an 
		account of belief itself, for human nature is capable of more things and 
		stranger than common-sense philosophers suppose or than rationalistic 
		philosophers impose on the world in Procrustean fashion.  One has a far 
		smaller opportunity to rid the world of irrationality if he takes the 
		short-cut of defining unreasonable or incoherent thinking out of 
		existence.  Accor-dingly, I would suggest that the adequacy of one’s 
		conception of belief and of one’s conception of self-deception will 
		probably need to be judged jointly. To give a satisfactory account of 
		one while being untrue to the other is to fail to do justice to the full 
		range of human reality.
		
		
		The term ‘believe’ has received analysis as a “parenthetical verb,” a 
		performative utterance, an expression denoting an occurrent mental event 
		or denoting a personal disposition to act in certain ways under certain 
		conditions.86  Each analysis has its advantages and 
		drawbacks, and in the end we are probably unable to provide a genuine 
		“anal-ysis” of belief just because it appears to be a notion which is 
		primitive or fundamental in the explanation of the wide range of 
		concepts in epis-temology and philosophy of mind.  Belief cannot be 
		traditionally defined in terms of anything more basic than itself. 
		 Nevertheless, nothing prevents us from offering a general 
		characterization of the ordinary notion of belief (without claiming com-pleteness).
		
		
		Belief is a positive, intellectual, propositional attitude which is 
		expressed in a large variety of symptoms (some of which are subject to 
		degrees of strength).  To believe something is to have a favorable 
		attitude toward a proposition—an atti-tude of the intellectual (rather 
		than merely cona-tive or affectional) kind.  It is to take the 
		proposi-tion as true in a virtually automatic response to the evidence 
		as it is perceived by the person.  Thus to believe p is to see it as 
		evidenced, to regard p as reliable.  In the sense that belief is 
		controlled by and informed by the way evidence is construed by the 
		believer, belief is often said to be “con-strained”—and some 
		propositions are popularly said to be “beyond belief.”  Even seemingly 
		unrea-sonable beliefs (cf. “blind faith”) will turn out upon exploration 
		to rest on something which is regarded by the believer anyway as a 
		warrant, calling for the belief in question.  Although belief is a 
		positive propositional attitude informed by the evidence, that evidence 
		can (and often is) misconstrued, misperceived, and approached with 
		myopia of mind and senses.  On this characterization, belief by no means 
		precludes believing false proposi-tions.
		
		
		We can attempt a more precise characteriza-tion of belief here, one 
		which with a modicum of judicious philosophical industry can survive 
		whatever problems may remain to be worked out elsewhere.87 
		 The proposed way of speaking of belief shows initial plausibility, has 
		been defended by respected scholars, and is bolstered by our common 
		understanding of the concept of belief (even though it may not be a 
		completely system-atic account or analysis).  A base belief is an 
		action-guiding state of mind; it is a map-like mental state that is a 
		potential cause of particular action (mental, verbal, or bodily). 
		 Specifically, belief is a persisting, intentional, mental state (made 
		up of ideas which give a determinate character to the state 
		corresponding to the proposition believed) with a stimulus-independent 
		causal capacity to affect or guide one’s theoretical and practical 
		behavior, under suitable circum-stances, in a wide variety of 
		manifestations.  In what follows, then, the expression “S believes that 
		p” will be understood as true if and only if S relies upon p (sometimes, 
		intermittently, or continu-ously) in his theoretical inferences and/or 
		practical actions and plans.88
		
		
		The grounds for saying that someone is self-deceived will coincide with 
		or include the grounds for saying that he believes some proposition.  If 
		S did not take p as evidenced—that is, if S did not have a positive 
		attitude or mental state such that p was relied upon in his theoretical 
		or practical inferences—then we could not distinguish self-deception 
		from mere ignorance of, or dislike for, p. It is just because S 
		unavoidably looks upon some evidence as supporting p—and is thereby in 
		the mental state of relying upon p in his inferences (practical and/or 
		theoretical)—that his desire to avoid or manipulate that evidence in 
		“self-deception” is meaningful.  S does not wish to have his mind 
		“in-formed” by the evidence in this fashion; he does not want to believe 
		what he does believe.  He would rather forget or hide the unpleasant 
		truth that has gripped him, that is, to make covert that he relies upon 
		p in his theoretical inferences and/or practical actions and plans.  His 
		negative emotional response to p leads him to try and escape his 
		uncontrived way of seeing things.
		
		
		There are certain further points regarding belief about which we should 
		make special mention. First, the bases for ascribing a belief to someone 
		(the marks by which we discern a belief) are provided by both occurrent 
		and dispositional accounts of belief.  We consider the person’s outward 
		assertion of p (or inward, if ourself), and the way in which he behaves, 
		reasons, gestures, feels, etc.; we take into account his decisions, 
		emotions, habits, and even inaction.  Of course neither a person’s 
		actions nor his utterances are infallible signs of belief, but they do 
		offer fairly reliable correlations.  The various kinds of indica-tors 
		for belief should be used to supplement and qualify each other.  One’s 
		own avowals of belief have a presumptive authority in determining what 
		he believes, but those avowals can be defeated by cautious and 
		relatively thorough observation of his other behavioral indicators.  To 
		put it simply: over time, actions will speak louder than words.
		
		
		Second, not all of our beliefs are formed con-sciously, rationally, and 
		with the giving of internal or external assent.  To give assent to a 
		proposition is explicitly to spell out (inwardly or outwardly) how one 
		stands in respect to that proposition, thereby bringing one’s belief to 
		a conscious level of experience.  However, there is no special logical 
		or conceptual connection between beliefs and their linguistic 
		expression.  Holding a belief is not logically dependent upon a 
		willingness or competence to express that belief verbally to oneself or 
		others.  Assent is not necessary to the mental state of belief.  The 
		cognitive and affective aspects of belief can sometimes be separated in 
		a person and even be at odds with each other (e.g., hoping for what 
		cannot be, fearing what you know does not hurt, failing to feel 
		conviction in the face of strong proof).  Accordingly we can easily 
		imagine situations where most of the affective manifestations of a 
		belief that p occur in S, and yet S does not assent to p, even when the 
		proposition is attended to in his mind.  He does not notice that his 
		actions, emotions, assumptions, inferences, etc. are such as would be 
		expected symptoms of someone who accepts p.  It is a false picture we 
		entertain of intelligent beings if we think of them as incessantly 
		talking to themselves internally and always making explicit (or 
		reporting on) their mental states and acts.  A person’s condition can be 
		quite obviously belief-like, even when the (usual) assent-symptom of 
		belief is absent; most, if not all, of the other symptoms of belief are 
		evident.  His behavior can hardly be explained without postulating in 
		him a belief that p.  It would be an artificial imposition to erect a 
		terminological rule at this point, prohibiting us from saying that “S 
		believes p” under such circumstances.
		
		
		That would only screen off the complexity of human nature and behavior 
		from us.  We can certainly imagine, if we have not actually 
		encoun-tered, people who would protest that they do not hold beliefs 
		about the inferior human dignity of people from other races—and yet who 
		evidence just such an attitude in their social behavior nonetheless. 
		 The fact that belief can be divorced from explicit assent shows us, 
		then, that there can be beliefs held by a person of which he is not 
		aware—not consciously entertaining in his mind by introspection.  A 
		person can rely upon a proposition in his theoretical inferences and/or 
		practical plans (e.g., “There is sufficient gas in the car’s tank”) 
		without entertaining that proposition in mind; the proposition may not 
		come to mind until something goes wrong (e.g., when he ends up stranded 
		down the road).  When I am surprised by meeting my previously 
		vacationing neighbor at the mall, it is hardly because I had consciously 
		inferred or entertained the proposition that he would not yet be back 
		from his travels.  The fact is that our set of beliefs is expanded and 
		diminished throughout our waking moments (through sense experience, 
		casual reflection, etc.), and thus beliefs can be adopted without 
		concentrating on the adoption procedure or even being aware of its 
		results.  Furthermore, it is quite clear that not everything that a 
		person believes can be simultaneously attended to by him in thought.  We 
		must conclude that introspection and assent do not invariably accompany 
		a person’s each and every mental state or action.
		
		
		Third, we must add that self-ascriptions of belief by way of assent—just 
		like disavowals of belief—are not incorrigible (i.e., there can be 
		overriding reasons to think them false) and therefore not infallible 
		(i.e., such reports can be mistaken).  A person can be held to believe 
		something from which he dissents, and can be found not to believe 
		something to which he assents.  To some appreciable extent we can be 
		mistaken about our own beliefs.  This may seem surprising, but there are 
		after all limits on our self-knowledge, even though our own reports 
		about our beliefs (or pains, or perceptions, etc.) have a presumptive 
		authority and are granted a degree of accuracy.
		
		
		We have seen that normally first-per-son, present-tense, occurrent 
		mental state beliefs are direct, far more reliable than the counterpart 
		beliefs about others, excellent evidence for the presence of the states 
		they “report,” . . . but they are like our beliefs about others in being 
		fallible, dubitable, corrigible, and testable.89
		
		
		People may have the best word on what they believe, but they do not 
		logically have the last word (as in the example of racial prejudice 
		above). It is not hard to find examples in ordinary experi-ence of 
		someone believing something, but yet withholding, avoiding or 
		suppressing internal and external assent to it.  We also have ready 
		examples of someone believing that he believes something, although in 
		fact he does not believe it. Such examples can only be explained away or 
		recategorized by the ex post facto imposition of artificial 
		conditions upon what we call “belief.” People can and do sometimes come 
		to realize, on the evidence in their behavior, that their previous 
		avowals (or disavowals) of a belief were mistaken.
		
		
		Fourth, the last thing about belief which calls for special mention is 
		its voluntariness.  This may seem strange since we have above spoken of 
		belief as a propositional attitude which is “constrained” by the 
		evidence as seen by the person in question. The seeing of the evidence 
		as this or that—the taking of it in a particular way—constrains one to 
		believe as he does.  Since I see myself as right-handed, I cannot 
		voluntarily and on the spot believe (genuinely) that I am left-handed. 
		 Nobody can believe contrary to the way in which he sees the evidence, 
		to be sure.  However, one can exercise some control over the way in 
		which he sees that evidence—directing his attention, giving prominence 
		to some matters over others, suppres-sing what he does not wish to 
		encounter, re-evaluating the significance of past considerations, etc. 
		 If belief is like “seeing-as,” then we must also recognize that 
		seeing-as is somewhat subject to one’s will.  A person is free to ignore 
		the grounds for a belief, in which case that belief is not compelled (in 
		an absolute sense) after all.  A person cannot choose voluntarily and 
		arbitrarily to believe whatever he wishes, but he can nevertheless 
		freely doubt propositions, suspend judgment about them, voluntarily 
		inhibit extending inferences based on them, etc.  Directing our thoughts 
		is a kind of doing, and by the directing of our attention we can 
		encourage or thwart our propensity to believe things.  People are thus 
		free to fortify or undermine beliefs they have by voluntarily 
		concentrating on certain lines of evidence, ignoring others, 
		misconstruing yet others, etc.  In such ways we can deliberately 
		cultivate a belief (whether about some matter or about ourselves and our 
		beliefs) which turns out contrary to the facts.
		
		
		Everyone knows the experience of weighing or deliberating about the 
		options and then “taking the plunge” of assenting to one over the other. 
		 We ordinarily take responsibility—and are held responsible—for our 
		beliefs.  They are assessed as though we had some control over them; our 
		beliefs are evaluated as more or less reasonable, justifiable, and even 
		moral.  We at times hear people declare “I cannot believe that” (e.g., a 
		close relative has been convicted of a heinous crime), but we all 
		realize that the “cannot” here should be interpreted as “will 
		not”—because one does not want it to be true, cannot emotionally afford 
		to admit it, thinks it is his duty to resist it, or lacks the 
		intellectual energy to rise to the occasion.  In many ways, then, we 
		recognize the voluntary aspect of belief.
		
		
		Given the preceding explanation of belief as such, and with the salient 
		features of belief just enumerated in mind, we can proceed to explicate 
		a non-paradoxical account of self-deception.
		
		
		 
		
		
		Incompatible Beliefs, Motivated Rationalization, and Self-Covering 
		Intention
		
		
		We should maintain the appropriateness of modeling self-deception on 
		other-deception, contending that there is a common sense for the word 
		“deception” in both cases.  This does not commit us to going to the 
		extreme of making self-deception a literal case of other-deception (the 
		same in every detail), as though we were dealing with a split 
		personality.  Rather self-deception should be seen as a general parallel 
		to other-deception in certain specifiable ways.  For instance, elements 
		of deception which are shared by both self-deception and other-deception 
		are the deceiver’s responsibility for causing the deceived to believe 
		falsely, the deceived holds (at least implicitly) an erroneous belief 
		about the deceiver’s beliefs, and the rationalization maneuvers taken in 
		the face of evidence brought to the attention of the deceiver by others.
		
		
		Given the other-deception model, incompatible beliefs need to be 
		attributed to the self-deceiver on the basis of his behavior. 
		 Self-deception is a conflict state in which S holds incompatible 
		beliefs, but the nature of this incompatibility needs to be noted.  The 
		self-deceived person holds a first-order belief (viz., that p) which is 
		not a matter of personal indifference to himself, but somehow 
		distressing; he has a personal stake in (or against) p.  Thus it is a 
		special kind of belief: one which S dreads, cannot face up to, or wishes 
		were otherwise since it brings some unpleasant truth before him. 
		 Accordingly, S brings himself to deny that belief—not only to deny p 
		(about the distressing issue in question) but more significantly to deny 
		something about himself (namely, his believing p).  Thus the analysis of 
		self-deception involves reference to iterated beliefs (i.e., beliefs 
		about one’s beliefs).  While believing p, S comes to hold additionally a 
		(false) second-order belief about that belief—namely, that S does not 
		believe p.  A person may believe that dogs are dangerous (first-order), 
		and may also believe (second-order) that this belief concerning dogs is 
		quite reasonable.  A person may believe (first-order) that members of 
		other races are inferior and yet (second-order) believe about himself 
		that he does not believe in racial inferiority.90
		
		
		It is important to note that the behavioral symptoms of believing p 
		overlap extensively with the behavioral symptoms of believing that you 
		believe p.  In the examination of one’s actions, emotions, words, etc. 
		it will be found that they can easily be taken as indicators of both the 
		first-order and the second-order belief.  Likewise, the behavioral 
		indicators for S not believing p readily shade back and forth into the 
		behavioral indicators for S believing (about himself) that he does not 
		believe p.  A man who believes that dogs are dangerous engages in most 
		of the same inferences, reactions, emotions and behavior as a man who 
		believes that he believes dogs are dangerous.  This helps us to 
		understand that the nature of the incompatibility of beliefs in 
		self-deception is not logical in nature, but behavioral and practical. 
		 The first-order and second-order beliefs are not formally 
		contradictory, but the inferential and behavioral effects of the two 
		beliefs are in conflict with each other.  The self-deceiver believes 
		something (which causes him distress) and gives evidence of believing 
		it; however, he brings himself to believe that he does not believe it 
		(which brings a measure of relief) and gives evidence that he does not 
		think of himself as believing it.  S believes p, but his assent to it is 
		blocked by acquiring the (false) second-order belief that S does not 
		believe p.  The incompatibility between these two beliefs is thus 
		practical in nature.  They call for conflicting kinds of intellectual, 
		verbal, and behavioral responses.
		
		
		Now S has an obvious interest at stake in maintaining the rationality of 
		his second-order belief (which brings him into a conflict state with his 
		first-order belief).  This analysis of self-deception holds that it 
		comes about when, in the face of evidence adverse to his cherished 
		second-order belief (about himself), S engages in contrived and 
		pseudo-rational treatment of the evidence.  That is, he manipulates, 
		suppresses, and rationalizes the evidence so as to support a belief 
		which is incompatible with his believing that p.  He ignores the 
		obvious, focuses away from undesirable indicators, twists the 
		significance of evidence, goes to extreme measures to enforce his policy 
		of hiding his belief that p from himself and others.  If he looked at 
		himself as others see him, he would have all the evidence he needs to 
		conclude that he believes that p, but he strains and strains to convince 
		himself that he does not believe that p.
		
		
		This rationalizing activity, in order to count as self-deception and not 
		something else (e.g., a cavalier disagreement), must be given a 
		motivational explanation.  S distorts the evidence in order to satisfy a 
		desire—namely, the desire to avoid the discomfort, distress, or pain 
		associated with believing that p.  By means of it he enters into and 
		maintains self-deception, believing that he does not believe that p. 
		 Actions or reactions which have the effect of achieving the special 
		state of incompatible beliefs traced above are referred to in statements 
		like “S is deceiving himself regarding p” (namely, by bringing himself 
		to believe about himself that he does not believe that p).  Avowal of 
		the second-order belief about his not believing that p may function for 
		S as “the taking of a stand” on his identity as a person; it amounts to 
		a commitment to a particular conception of himself (although by no means 
		logically free from mistake).
		
		
		As human actions, self-deceiving maneuvers may be purposively 
		engaged—done intentionally (although they need not be in all cases). 
		 “Falling” into self-deception would no more be a uniquely human action 
		than falling into a pit.  We should be concerned, then, to complete our 
		analysis by considering self-deception as something done on purpose 
		(i.e., “strong self-deception”).  Only then could it be considered 
		morally culpable and, as such, of interest to Christian apologetics and 
		ethics.
		
		
		The vexed questions of awareness and purpose in self-deception address 
		what is perhaps our underlying perplexity in making sense of the notion. 
		 If S is intentionally trying to deceive himself (thus being conscious 
		of what he is up to), how could he ever be successful (making himself 
		believe contrary to that of which he is conscious)?  This is what I 
		propose.  While the self-deceiver is aware of the truth of p or sees it 
		as evidenced (i.e., p presents itself to S as the truth), and while his 
		belief that p is indicated by his behavior (i.e., relying upon it in his 
		theoretical or practical inferences), he will not give assent to p but 
		induces in himself—by controlling attention to the relevant evidence—an 
		incompatible (and false) belief that S does not believe p.  Accordingly, 
		the self-deceiver is not aware that he holds incompatible beliefs; after 
		all, he does not believe that he believes that p, but believes of 
		himself that he does not believe p, thus avowing mistakenly and 
		only that he does not believe p.  S should recognize the conflict 
		state of incompatible beliefs (if his self-knowledge were not 
		defective), but the strategy of hiding his dreaded belief prevents him 
		from doing so.  If he did recognize the incompatibility of his genuine 
		beliefs, but did not resolve it, he would simply be vacillating or 
		irrational.  Thus the self-deceiver is not personally aware that his 
		professed and cherished belief about himself (that he does not believe 
		that p) is false.  He is not simply a liar.
		
		
		The critical question is whether one can try to deceive himself and not 
		be aware of such things. Can S engage in self-deception on purpose? 
		 The common assumption is that if S purposes to do something, then he 
		must be aware of its character. In that case, if S purposely engaged in 
		the activity of self-deception (e.g., rationalizing the evidence so as 
		to hide a dreaded belief), it seems he would be aware that he is 
		attempting to deceive himself, and that would foil the effort—just as 
		much as if R realized that S were intending to mislead him from the 
		truth, S could not successfully deceive R. However, I argue that S’s 
		awareness of his aim to make the belief that p covert (by believing 
		something incompatible with it) need not undermine the success of his 
		effort at deception. What S thinks about in his purposeful attempt at 
		self-deception need not be deception-defeating, for the intention to 
		deceive oneself can be self-covering.  That is, it is one of a 
		special class of human intentions which obscure awareness of themselves, 
		in which case S can purpose not only to hide his belief that p, but 
		also—to preserve his self-esteem as a rational agent—to hide his hiding 
		of it.  The self-deceiver conceals his intention from himself, deceiving 
		himself about his intention to deceive himself.
		
		
		To avoid an infinite regress of self-deceptions (about the self-deceived 
		intention to deceive oneself, etc.) in the case of “strong” 
		self-deception, it must be possible for an intention to be 
		self-covering.  The intention to practice self-deception must obscure 
		itself in the process of obscuring S’s belief that p, and yet 
		without calling for a further intention regarding itself in this matter. 
		 But can (some) intentions have two objects in this way?  If so, the 
		intention to practice self-deception could have as its object both the 
		dreaded belief (to be covered) as well as the deceiving intention (also 
		to be covered).  The fact that (some) intentions can indeed be 
		self-covering is obvious from the common experience of intending to go 
		to sleep.  A person can purposely choose to go to sleep, doing the 
		things necessary to accomplishing that end (e.g., relaxing, lying down, 
		counting sheep, etc.).  However, if he is successful in that intention, 
		he does not continue to be aware of the intention itself, or else he 
		would stay awake (aware).  So then, there are intentions which cover 
		themselves when they are successfully performed, and there is no good 
		reason to refrain from classifying self-deception as that kind of 
		intention.  When a person intentionally tries to deceive himself and is 
		aware of that intention at the outset,91 he is eventually 
		going to lose his awareness of what he is doing (i.e., “will fall 
		asleep” concerning it).  If successful, the “strong” self-deceiver will 
		reach a point where he no longer looks back and spells out what he was 
		doing.  Likewise, if you intend to put out your own eyes, at some point 
		in the process you can no longer visually examine (in a mirror) what is 
		going on.  When self-deception is intentional, then, I propose that it 
		is a self-covering intention, such as we are familiar with in our 
		ordinary experience.
		
		
		 
		
		
		Summary
		
		
		The analysis of self-deception fostered here maintains that when S 
		deceives himself:
		
		
		1. S believes that p,
		
		
		2. S is motivated to ignore, hide, deny (etc.) his belief that p, and
		
		
		3. By misconstruing or rationalizing the evidence, S brings himself to 
		believe falsely that “S does not believe that p.”
		
		
		In order to preserve something about his own self-conception, S engages 
		in motivated rationalization of the evidence so that he relies in his 
		theoretical and practical inferences on the proposition that he is not 
		relying in his theoretical and practical inferences on p.  He is morally 
		culpable for this lie about himself because it is engaged intentionally, 
		and yet he may not be aware of his intention since it has become 
		habitual or, being self-covering, has become something he no longer 
		thinks about (like falling asleep).  S obscures his dreaded belief that 
		p, as well as his intention to obscure it by rationalizing the evidence. 
		 Self-deception involves deception of the self, by the self, about the 
		self, and for the sake of the self.
		
		
		This analysis of self-deception in terms of iterated beliefs, corrigible 
		disavowals, motivated rationalization of evidence, and self-covering 
		intentions is adequate to explain the common illustrations of 
		self-deception which we encounter.  Recall the example about Mrs. Jones. 
		 The principal calls her to say that her son Johnny (her pride and joy, 
		her only child) has been caught stealing lunch money out of students’ 
		desks.  The evidence is plain that Johnny is a thief, and this is the 
		third time she has received such a call from the school.  She has also 
		noticed money missing out of her own purse at home, and Johnny has been 
		coming home with expensive items from the store.  Mrs. Jones shows the 
		affective symptoms of believing the proposition that Johnny is a thief. 
		 She tries to avoid situations where she is likely to be reminded of his 
		dishonesty.  She moves to a new neighborhood, transferring Johnny into a 
		new school, and refusing to put a phone in her new home.  She keeps an 
		unusually attentive eye on her boy, but will not admit that she does so, 
		etc.  Yet on the other hand, since nobody in the Jones family has ever 
		stooped to dishonesty, and Johnny is her one reason left for living in 
		the cruel world, she persuades herself that Johnny could not have done 
		the dishonest deeds reported by the principal.  She forgets the past 
		evidence and supplies “more credible” explanations of present evidence 
		(e.g., money is missing from her purse because she is so careless or 
		forgetful).  She goes out of her way to express confidence in her son to 
		others, makes a show of giving him mature responsibilities, and tries to 
		do only what one who believed in Johnny’s virtue would do.  She avers 
		that she has a fine boy who is a joy to her, a regular paragon of 
		virtue.  Nevertheless, she flies off the handle at him over trifling 
		matters (in a way unlike the way she related to him prior to the 
		principal’s phone calls).  She astonishes and embarrasses others by 
		seizing on every oblique innuendo to defend Johnny’s honesty.  When 
		neighbors get curious over her missing cash and Johnny’s new 
		acquisitions, Mrs. Jones fidgets, blushes, looks away, answers in 
		halting fashion or changes the subject.  She treats the evidence 
		broached in an unusual and distorted way, all the while apparently 
		satisfying herself that her interpretations are quite plausible.
		
		
		In this situation we find it very natural to express the view that Mrs. 
		Jones is self-deceived.  The affective symptoms justify us in 
		attributing to her the belief that Johnny is a thief.  Because she 
		cannot stand that thought with its attendant psychic discomfort, she is 
		motivated to hide this information from herself and direct her attention 
		to the evidence in odd ways.  She dissents from believing her son is 
		dishonest.  She claims the school officials had a vendetta against 
		Johnny and were framing the poor boy.  She leans on implausible 
		interpretations of facts, ignores the best and most obvious indicators, 
		and brings herself to believe that she does not believe in Johnny’s 
		dishonesty.  (She is not the mother of a crook!)  She fools herself 
		about her awareness of the truth.  The symptoms of this false 
		second-order belief are nearly identical with believing that it is not 
		the case that Johnny is a thief.  She conceives of herself as trusting 
		this untrustworthy son, and while guarding herself against his 
		untrustworthiness she enthusiastically affirms her belief in him to 
		others.  She meets all the criteria of self-deception as proposed above, 
		and we are able to describe what she is doing without resorting to 
		paradox.
		
		
		The analysis of self-deception offered here not only is adequate to 
		account for mundane and well-known cases of self-deception, but more 
		importantly, it is adequate to explain Paul’s description in Romans 1 of 
		men who know (believe) that God exists and yet suppress that belief 
		unrighteously.  The analysis thus strengthens, defends and advances the 
		cause of Van Til’s presuppositional apologetic.
		
		
		All men know and hence believe that God exists.  The revelational 
		evidence is so plain that nobody can avoid holding the conviction that 
		God exists, even though they may never explicitly assent to this belief. 
		 We are justified in ascribing such a belief to men on the basis of 
		their observed behavior in reasoning (e.g., relying on the uniformity of 
		nature), in morals (e.g., holding to ethical absolutes in some fashion), 
		and in emotion (e.g., fearing death).  Nevertheless, all men are 
		motivated in unrighteousness and by fear of judgment to ignore, hide, 
		and disavow any belief in the living and true God (either through 
		atheism or false religiosity).  By misconstruing and rationalizing the 
		relevant, inescapable evidence around them (“suppressing it”), men bring 
		themselves to believe about themselves that they do not believe in God, 
		even though that second-order belief is false.  Sinners can purposely 
		engage in this kind of activity, for they also deceive themselves about 
		their motivation in handling the evidence as they do and about their 
		real intentions, which are not noble or rational at all.  Thereby they 
		“go to sleep” (as it were), forgetting their God.  Because the evidence 
		is clear, and because the suppression of the truth is intentional, we 
		can properly conclude that all men are “without excuse” and bear full 
		responsibility for their sins of mind, speech, and conduct.
		
		
		Given the elaboration of self-deception offered here, we can better 
		appreciate what Paul says in Romans 1, namely, that “knowing God,” all 
		men “suppress the truth in unrighteousness.” And we can assert 
		non-paradoxically that unbelievers culpably deceive themselves about 
		their Maker.
		
		
		 
		
		
		Notes
		
		
		1 
		Most recently by John M. Frame in a chapter on “Cornelius Van Til” in 
		Handbook of Evangelical Theologians, ed. Walter A. Elwell (Grand 
		Rapids: Baker Books, 1993), pp. 163-165.  Examining various discussions 
		of the unbeliever’s knowledge of God in Van Til’s writings, Frame says, 
		“It is difficult to make sense out of all this . . . . Contrary to Van 
		Til, a biblical apologetic need not exclude common notions or ideas, but 
		may legitimately draw conclusions from them.”
		
		
		2 
		For Van Til’s place in the historical unfolding of the discipline see 
		Greg L. Bahnsen, “Socrates or Christ: The Reformation of Christian 
		Apologetics” in Foundations of Christian Scholarship: Essays in the 
		Van Til Perspective, ed. Gary North (Vallecito, California: Ross 
		House Books, 1976), pp. 191-239.
		
		
		3 
		Cornelius Van Til, A Survey of Christian Epistemology, vol. 2 of 
		the series “In Defense of Biblical Christianity” (n.p.: den Dulk 
		Christian Foundation, 1969), p. 4.
		
		
		4 
		Cornelius Van Til, “My Credo,” Jerusalem and Athens: Critical 
		Discussions on the Theology and Apologetics of Cornelius Van Til, 
		ed. E. R. Geehan (n.p.: Presbyterian and Reformed Publishing Co., 1971), 
		p. 20.  Also note: “The only ‘proof’ of the Christian position is that 
		unless its truth is presupposed there is no possibility of ‘proving’ 
		anything at all” (p. 21).  For an illustration of how this argument is 
		put into practice, consult the “Bahnsen-Stein Debate” (at the University 
		of California, Irvine, in 1985), tapes #ASST from Covenant Media 
		Foundation at 1-800/553-3938.
		
		
		5 
		Cornelius Van Til, An Introduction to Systematic Theology, vol. 5 
		of the series “In Defense of Biblical Christianity” (Phillipsburg, NJ: 
		Presbyterian and Reformed Publishing Co., 1974), p. 9.
		
		
		6 
		Contrary to the unbalanced and misleading remark about ontological 
		priority in Jim Halsey, “A Preliminary Critique of Van Til: the 
		Theologian,” Westminster Theological Journal 39 (Fall, 1976): 
		122-130.
		
		
		7 
		John W. Montgomery, “Once Upon an A Priori,” Jerusalem and Athens, 
		p. 391; Norman Geisler, Christian Apologetics (Grand Rapids: 
		Baker Book House, 1976), p. 56; R. C. Sproul, John Gerstner, and Arthur 
		Lindsley, Classical Apologetics: A Rational Defense of the Christian 
		Faith and a Critique of Presuppositional Apologetics (Grand Rapids: 
		Zondervan Publishing House, 1984), p. 184.
		
		
		8 
		Van Til, A Survey of Christian Epistemology, p. 11.
		
		
		9 
		Ibid., p. 205.
		
		
		10 
		Cornelius Van Til, The Defense of the Faith (Philadelphia: 
		Presbyterian and Reformed Publishing Co., 1955), pp. 117-118, 131; cf. 
		pp. 125-126, 132.  References throughout are to the first edition.
		
		
		11 
		Ibid., p. 119.
		
		
		12 
		Cornelieus Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge (n.p.: 
		Presbyterian and Reformed Publishing Co., 1969), p. 19; cf. The 
		Defense of the Faith, p. 197.
		
		
		13 
		E.g., A Survey of Christian Epistemology, pp. 189, 201, 204, 206, 
		225; The Defense of the Faith, pp. 94, 110, 117, 119-120, 
		194-195, 198, 266-267, 279, 283.
		
		
		14 
		Cornelius Van Til, Common Grace (Philadelphia: Presbyterian and 
		Reformed Publishing Co., 1947), p. 62.
		
		
		15 
		Van Til,The Defense of the Faith, p. 396.
		
		
		16 
		Ibid., p. 317.
		
		
		17 
		Ibid., pp. 67, 290; cf. Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge, 
		pp. 43-44.
		
		
		18 
		Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge, p. 13.
		
		
		19 
		Van Til, A Survey of Christian Epistemology, p. xii.
		
		
		20 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, p. 355.
		
		
		21 
		Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge, p. 22.
		
		
		22 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, p. 120; cf. p. 260.
		
		
		23 
		Ibid., p. 103.
		
		
		24 
		Ibid., p. 111.
		
		
		25 
		Ibid., p. 173.
		
		
		26 
		Ibid., pp. 173-174, 192.
		
		
		27 
		Ibid., p. 257; cf. pp. 107, 109.
		
		
		28 
		Ibid., p. 173; cf. p. 257.
		
		
		29 
		Ibid., pp. 109, 111, emphasis added; cf. pp. 102, 115, 285, 305-306.
		
		
		30 
		Ibid., p. 100 (cf. p. 26); Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge, 
		p. 46.
		
		
		31 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, pp. 385-386.
		
		
		32 
		Ibid., p. 110, emphasis added; cf. p. 112.
		
		
		33 
		Van Til, An Introduction to Systematic Theology, p. 26.  On the 
		preceding page he labels the problem “complex,” and on page 93 he speaks 
		of Romans 1:18-21 as “this most difficult passage.”
		
		
		34 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, pp. 261-262.
		
		
		35 
		Ibid., pp. 363-364.
		
		
		36 
		Ibid, p. 66, emphasis added.
		
		
		37 
		Ibid., p. 388, emphasis added.
		
		
		38 
		Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge, p. 45.
		
		
		39 
		E.g., ibid, pp. 45, 46; Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, p. 
		388.
		
		
		40 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, pp. 120, 111.
		
		
		41 
		Ibid., p. 259.
		
		
		42 
		Ibid., pp. 257, 112, 111. (Interestingly, this type of example is common 
		in recent philosophical literature on self-deception.)
		
		
		43 
		Ibid., p. 355.
		
		
		44 
		Ibid., pp. 257, 111.
		
		
		45 
		Ibid., p. 115.
		
		
		46 
		E.g., ibid, p. 306; Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge, p. 
		42.
		
		
		47 
		Van Til, A Survey of Christian Epistemology, p. 225.
		
		
		48 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, p. 191, emphasis added.
		
		
		49 
		Van Til, A Christian Theory of Knowledge, p. 46.
		
		
		50 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, p. 259; cf. A Christian 
		Theory of Knowledge, p. 42.
		
		
		51 
		Ibid., p. 306.
		
		
		52 
		Van Til, A Survey of Christian Epistemology, p. 4.
		
		
		53 
		Van Til, The Defense of the Faith, p. 109.
		
		
		54 
		It is because of the pivotal importance of the concept of self-deception 
		to presuppositional apo-logetics that I pursued an in depth analysis of 
		it for my doctoral dissertation in philosophy: 
		
		“A Condi-tional Resolution of the Apparent 
		Paradox of Self-Deception” 
		 
		 University of Southern 
		California, 1978. [available 
		in several formats 
		since March 3, 2011.--A.F.]. What follows is a brief synopsis.
		
		
		55 
		Joseph Butler, Sermons (New York: Robert Carter & Bros., 1870 
		1729), p. xv.
		
		
		56 
		Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace, vol. 1 (New York: Penguin Books, 
		1972), p. 698.
		
		
		57 
		Raphael Demos, “Lying to Oneself,” Journal of Philosophy 57 
		(Sept. 1, 1960): 588-594.
		
		
		58 
		Jean-Paul Sartre, Being and Nothingness, trans. Hazel E. Barnes 
		(New York: Washington Square Press, 1956), p. 89.
		
		
		59 
		John V. Canfield and Don F. Gustavson, “Self-Deception,: Analysis 
		23 (1962)32. Throughout this essay I will use “S” to stand for any 
		subject who knows or believes, and “p” for any proposition which is 
		known or believed.
		
		
		60 
		Patrick Gardiner, “Error, Faith, and Self-Deception,” Proceedings of 
		the Aristotelian Society 70 N.S. (1969-1970) 224-25.
		
		
		61 
		Cf. Stanley Paluch, “Self-Deception,” Inquiry 10 (1967) 271-72; 
		David Pugmire, “ ‘Strong’ Self-Deception,” Inquiry 12 (1969) 
		339-46.
		
		
		62 
		John Turk Saunders, “The Parados of Self-Deception,” 
		Philosophy and Phenomenological Research 35 (1975) 561.
		
		
		63 
		Herbert Fingarette, Self-Deception (New York: Humanities, 1975) 
		561.
		
		
		64 
		Ludwig Wittgenstein, Blue and Brown Books, (New York: Harper 
		Torch Books, 1958) 18; Philosophical Investigations (3rd ed.; New 
		York: Macmillan, 1968), sections 65-71.
		
		
		65 
		Sadly we sometimes find both of the two preceding, artificial, and 
		philosophically unhelpful treatments in popular presentations of Van 
		Til’s position: e.g., Jim S. Halsey, For a Time Such as This 
		(Phillipsburg, New Jersey: Presbyterian and Reformed Publishing, 1978), 
		pp. 63, 66-68.
		
		
		66 
		E.g., Paluch, “Self-Deception”; A. E. Murphy, The Theory of Practical 
		Reason (LaSalle: Open Court Publishing Co., 1965); T. S. Champlin, 
		“Self-Deception: A Reflexive Dilemma,” Philosophy 52 (July, 
		1977): 281-299.
		
		
		67 
		E.g., H. O. Mounce, “Self-Deception,” Proceedings of the Aristotelian 
		Society, Supplemental Volume 35 (1971): 61-72.
		
		
		68 
		E.g., Frederick A. Sigler, “Demos on Lying to Oneself,” The Journal 
		of Philosophy 59 (Aug. 2, 1962): 469-475; “Self-Deception,” 
		Australasian Journal of Philosophy 41 (May, 1963): 29-43.
		
		
		69 
		E.g., Canfield and Gustavson, “Self-Deception”; Terence Penelhum, 
		“Pleasure and Falsity,” Philosophy of Mind, ed. Stuart Hampshire 
		(New York: Harper and Row, 1966), pp. 242-266.
		
		
		70 
		E.g., Richard Reilly, “Self-Deception: Resolving the Epistemological 
		Paradox,” The Personalist 57 (Autumn, 1976): 391.
		
		
		71 
		
		E.g., James M. Shea, “Self-Deception,” Ph.D. dissertation, Cornell 
		University, 1966 (Ann Arbor, Michigan: Xerox University Microfilms 
		67-1411); Eugene Valberg, “Rationality and Self-Deception,” Ph.D. 
		dissertation, State University of New York at Buffalo, 1973 (Ann Arbor, 
		Michigan: Xerox University Microfilms 73-29,146).
		
		
		72 
		E.g., Alan R. Drengson, “Self-Deception,” Ph.D. dissertation, University 
		of Oregon, 1971 (Ann Arbor, Michigan: Xerox University Microfilms, 
		72-14,723).
		
		
		73 
		E.g., Charles B. Daniels, “Self-Deception and Interpersonal Deception,”
		The Personalist 55 (Summer, 1974): 244-252.
		
		
		74 
		E.g., D. W. Hamlyn, “Self-Deception,” Proceedings of the Aristotelian 
		Society, Supplemental Volume 35 (1971): 45-60.
		
		
		75 
		E.g., Eric J. Lerner, “The Emotions of Self-Deception,” Ph.D. 
		dissertation, Cornell University, 1975 (Ann Arbor, Michigan: Xerox 
		University Microfilms, 75-27,038); Sigler, “An Analysis of 
		Self-Deception,” Nous 2 (May, 1968): 147-164.
		
		
		76 
		E.g., John King-Farlow, “Self-deceivers and Sartrian Seducers,” 
		Analysis 23 (June, 1963): 131-136.
		
		
		77 
		E.g., Bela Szabados, “Rorty on Belief in Self-Deception,” Inquiry 
		17 (Winter, 1974): 464-473; “Self-Deception,” Canadian Journal of 
		Philosophy 4 (September, 1974): 51-68.
		
		
		78 
		E.g., Demos, “Lying to Oneself”
		
		
		79 
		E.g., Charles D. Bruce, “An Investigation of Self-Deception,” Ph.D. 
		dissertation, Michigan State University, 1975 (Ann Arbor, Michigan: 
		Xerox University Microfilms, 75-20,815).
		
		
		80 
		
		E.g., Pugmire, “‘Strong’ Self-Deception”
		
		
		81 
		E.g., Gardiner, “Error, Faith, and Self-Deception”
		
		
		82 
		E.g., Hamlyn, “Self-Deception”
		
		
		83 
		E.g., Saunders, “The Paradox of Self-Deception”
		
		
		84 
		E.g., Fingarette, Self-Deception
		
		
		85 
		This is especially evident in many treatments of doxastic logic in our 
		day.
		
		
		86 
		Cf. Knowledge and Belief, ed. A. Phillips Griffith (London: 
		Oxford University Press, 1967); H. H. Price, Belief (London: 
		George Allen and Unwin, 1969); Robert J. Ackermann, Belief and 
		Knowledge (Garden City, New York: Anchor Books of Doubleday and Co., 
		1972); Belief, Knowledge, and Truth, eds. Robert R. Ammerman and 
		Marcus G. Singer (New York: Charles Scribner’s Sons, 1970); D. M. 
		Armstrong, Belief, Truth and Knowledge (London: Cambridge 
		University Press, 1973); J. O. Urmson, “Parenthetical Verbs,” Essays 
		in Conceptual Analysis, ed. Antony Flew (New York: St. Martin’s 
		Press, 1956), pp. 192-212; Mitchell Ginsberg, Mind and Belief: 
		Psychological Ascription and the Concept of Belief (New York: 
		Humanities Press, 1972); Paul Helm, The Varieties of Belief (New 
		York: Humanities Press, 1973); F. P. Ramsey, “Last Papers,” The 
		Foundations of Mathematics and Other Logical Essays, ed. R. B. 
		Braithwaite (London: Routledge and Kegan Paul, 1931 1954).
		
		
		87 
		Cf. especially the works by Armstrong, Ramsey and Price cited in the 
		previous footnote.
		
		
		88 
		This characterization enables us to distinguish believing from related 
		notions.  Thought is not action-guiding, and judgment is a mental act 
		rather than state.  Hope adds to a propositional belief a valuational 
		belief pertaining to the proposition.  We are only “under an impression” 
		when the evidence for the proposition cannot be readily adduced.  We say 
		we “suspect that p” when p is deemed a relevant possibility and treated 
		in hypothetical fashion in our inferences.  Suspicion, supposition, 
		surmise, opinion, thinking and conviction represent degrees of 
		confidence with which the belief is held (although in common parlance 
		“belief” itself can denote a particular level on such a scale); they are 
		distinguished by their varying causal efficacy in guiding one’s 
		theoretical and practical inferences.
		
		
		89 
		Robert Audi, “The Limits of Self-Knowledge,” Canadian Journal of 
		Philosophy 4, no. 2 (December, 1974): 266.
		
		
		90 
		Notice that this analysis does not affirm a logical contradiction in S’s 
		beliefs or a logical contradiction about S. The claim is not that S 
		believes p and not-p. Nor is the formula that (S believes p) and it is 
		not the case that (S believes p). We are dealing with two levels of 
		believing: one is about p, the other is about S. Now then, although it 
		is not necessary, S’s denial of his belief that p can sometimes take the 
		form of—or be facilitated by—S coming to believe not-p (as a way of 
		counteracting S’s belief that p), but even here the appearance of 
		logical contradiction is avoidable. Rather than saying that S believes p 
		and not-p, it should be said that (S believes p) and (S believes not-p).
		
		
		91 
		When any human activity becomes habitual, one might not always be 
		fully conscious or aware of what he is purposely doing.
		 
		
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